9:57:00 PM |
i know i can never face you with the same confidence;
school was alright today
just that i could have ended school at 11
chinese teacher only informed us that
chi lesson was cancelled at 2!
rarr, so sarrani waited for nothing too
i'm so sorry dear.
anyway it was raining so heavily.HAHA
then decided to wait to four
and then go down (you know where)
jerry was sweet to have waited with me
awww.
HAHA.then we had fun eating our orange cracker
and strawberry pocky
haah!we eat that everyday:))
i was nice to share!
haha, he was being sucha kiddish one
snatching it away from me
then happy pill came along after chi and decided to wait with us
haah!had loads of fun eating and doing math eh!
then left school and halfway through gave up
the idea of going and did some constructive shopping
bought many new earrings today
yay!shopping is the only thing that makes me smile.
even happy pill ain't doing a good job these days
haha!
but i still love her.<33
ohyea.and i was nice enough to wait at the same
bus stop with jerry
and took the bus that goes the longer way to
hougang instead of kovan!
he was being sucha annoying one,
peeking into my ez link card and all
rarr, i'll get you for this
haha!
and i can't wait for all upcoming dates
study date with clique
chalet and prata house
and i hope i do make a decision on whether
to go for the damn guitar camp
the reason why i joined is so i can like ponn as much as i want to
and spend my time on more constructive stuff
haha
nvm, the least there is still jerry for company
i will come to a decision soon
hoho:)
i miss you damn badly.
i just can't wait till the next time i see you
i can't face you with that same confidence
that i had since the first day i met you
the adrenaline rush seems to be gone
with that new environment,
you seem to be changing as the days goes by
i think the change in you is significant
but i dared not think of myself
and everyday i end with a prayer,
holding on to this dream
taking a bet on my life
not knowing what i'm gonna face tomorrow.
i swear i dread this feeling
i'm feeling so hopeless and
the overwhelming _____ __ ________
i just can't get over it
it's just as if i can't do anything but wait
i don't think i have ever done anything wrong to deserve this
this wasn't how i felt right from the beginning
why did it turn out this way
every night i shed a tear for you
i'm afraid you might make me lose out on this game anytime.
why didn't you stand by me and hold me tight?
and say you will never let me go.
that's just all i ever wanted to hear from you