10:43:00 PM |
dream a little dream of me;
days going by;im dreading this.i just want to go back to the past.thats it.all the weeping night after night.i have had enough.don't you just understand.am i suppose to deserve this.am i suppose to even go through this;everyday i just put on that mask;go on with life;with school;face my friends.there isnt any meaning in going on with this anymore.everything is just on the surface.this emotional breakdown im going through,like anyone ever understands how agonizing it feels.it feels so wrong;im having wrong priorities;this is gonna lead to other wrong decisions.not that i am like making the right decisions all the way;i just feel like im going through all these alone.actually im.i got myself into it.now i cant get out of it.and im here whining.i need to do something about myself.its either i end it all now and everything is just going to go miserable like what i going through every night.the promises you made seems to all be empty.maybe i have been a fool all the while.
Stars shining bright above you;
Night breezes seem to whisper “ i love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree.
Dream a little dream of me.