get it back;

back to blogging.just like how im getting my life back.hehh.after yesterday.hehh.the ordeal of early mornings and late nights are finally over.the past week have been horrible.getting all tired during lessons,trying so hard to keep awake.anyway, yes so it was over.

just came back from the airport.send brother off to sydney.had a loong family talk and all.hehh.feels kind of great.yea.and the pilots left me speechless.sigh.hot stuff;eye candies.hehh.lets talk about yest;

was youth day and hmph the performances were kinda great.mr jiow.screams.haha.lasalle.im going there in 2 years time.see me there.haha.felt so inspired and enlightened.hehh.it would be a dream come true.went out with mum.ohboy.it was great.i swear i love my mum.had a great talk over lunch at jacks place.she knew something has gotten over me so she asked if i was ok.making me laugh and all.hmph.awfully sweet.i love you.

went on shopping.needed new slippers.so decided to get the m)phosis ones.hehh.yea.went on to paragon to see my a/x top.and yes!finally.the long waited top for the past few months!has my size!yes.so mum got it for me.ohboy.mum was sure in a good mood.eye candies in a/x.i shall go there more often now.hehh.maybe get a part time job there or something during the holidays.hehh.

went on to aussino to get bedsheets.sales still on and all.hehh.and theres adidas in paragon.hehh.ok.decided to get an adidas cap but it didnt have the colour i want.so mum shall get it for me later.hope she remembers.haha.yea.felt kind of happy yesterday.had a load off my back and mum was making me happy.yea.maybe its a turing point.

step back to reality
im not going to get what i want;
whats the point of such high hopes
when you don't even understand