melancholy;

just came back.hehh.havent blog for a long time yea.hell loads of things happened down the week.

thursday;
it was dreadful.lets not talk about it.

friday;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN!I LOVE GWEN!!haha.yea.hope you lke the presents and the surprise and all.though i wasnt present.but haha.it was a day full of surprises.hehh.ohkay.went to school for physics.and then met jea on the way.yea.talked and all.yea.thnks for listening and all.though i still cant getaway with it.i still love jeaa.and the JBMYs and GWEN!yes.thnks your msges were awfully sweet.hehh.yeap.i love yall.really.it made my day.

saturday;
piano lessons today.hehhh.sunday's the concert and ohh.nerve wrecking.nevermind about that!haha.went shopping at carrefour with the JBMYs.jbmys bakking date today.hahatotally whacky!

started cam-whoring in the toilets.haha.

and shopped arnd carrefour.i have yet to flip our bacardi photo collage.haha.shall do it some time laterr or something.yea.baking wassuch a success.
Before

After



Truly JBMYs.

haha.grabbed the photos fromjeaa's blog.
ohkay.put on ALOT of weight after that day i guess.the amt of calories.haha.bravissimo ice-cream.94% fat free.how true is that.haha.and bev and lings had carls jr.haha.god knows how they survived the ginormous burger and fries.haha.and there was starbucks.wow.the banana caramel frappe light was yummy.hehh.took more pics.then went to jeaa's hse and had more foood.the coookies.the brownies!ohyes.we baked brownies too.yea.the mochi.the rum and raisin ice cream that bev claimed to taste like turpentine.haha.and the mango nata de coco juice.ohkay.thats alot of food for an afternoon.but we had great loads of funi say.so yay.pretty fulfilled.

then yea flew down to bishan to meet joel.passed him some stuff.ohmy.joel.haha.you are my saviour i guess.thnks for everything yah.the video and all.hehh.oh and for listening me out.haha.thnks so muchh.<3 size="1">thoughts just went through my head when the music came out and yea.i wasnt exactly concentrating.but nvm.its over.i didnt get to play my romeo and juliet song.but nvm.its ok.expected more performers.owells.didnt get to see many people.gerard.where were you!argh.ohkay.missed that good performance cause i was late.hehh.oh and melissa.you played real well.haha.overall i guess i did have fun.haha.

monday;
physics again!haha.ohkay.wasnt attentive.and realise i should start doing my holiday hw.ohkay.i should get going.


i was shattered into pieces.
i just cant do it
it was like i have already lost a part of me
the thoughts ever so melancholy;