those tear stricken eyes.back frm the hospital.my.grandma's condition is deproving.i pray you have the strength to carry on and pull thorugh.ilove you grandma.i really do.school was pretty slack today.yes.all the lessons and yay theres no test this week for once.but the disaster comes next week.owells.yeap.had practical and it felt so short.anyway.went to pastamania and had pizza with anaa and bev.hurr.

then i met you.yes.took you alot of courage to tell me that you love me.took me loads of courage to tell you i love you too.but i really do.3 yrs of friendship and yes i do feel smething for you.thnks for the present.i loved it.i felt so touched after reading the card.all i wanna tell you is that i love you.the bucketful of tears were joy and sadness.i nvr could decide what it was.

thnks yuling for being there.lending me your shoulders to cry on.jea for your advice.and gwen and ana for just being thereand offering those tissues..oh my.i just couldnt go on if it wasnt for you all.i love you all.

anyway.so much things happening.if not for all of you.i wouldnt have known how to handle them.i love you all.

we both had a beautiful night.